1. |
Introlude
02:11
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Welcome to said welcome
Welcome to said welcome
Welcome to said welcome
Welcome to said welcome to my world
Welcome to my world
(Instrumentals)
Welcome to my world
Welcome to my world
Welcome to my world
Welcome to my world
Welcome to my world
Yeah, we’re ready
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2. |
Sixfour (feat. Shan Dae)
04:15
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[Ian Santillano:]
I don’t want to be here anymore
Stress inducing pain I’m feeling
Wrapped around like scarfs in summer
Is my life really that much harder
(Ooh)
I still live with you I’m 24
Parasite you’ve got me reeling
Paralyzing movement suffers
Is my life really that much harder
[Ian Santillano and Shan Dae:]
I am bigger than sixfour
I am stronger worth so much more
I am better than before
Find a way to make my name I am
I am bigger than sixfour
I am stronger worth so much more
I am better than before
Find a way to make my name
(Instrumental break)
[Shan Dae:]
I don't want to feel you anymore
The worst of it is draining and pulling
I don't want to feel this broken core no more
There's nothing left to break
So, it’s now or never never felt this weight before
(My my my my my mind is all over)
My mind’s a ticking bomb thats ‘bout to blow
My will is playing games it tugs a rope
But instead I’m losing
I’m fine and dandy l say I suppose there’s a
Toll on me and my youth you imposed
But I'm slowly beating
Demons chasing beacon
Of light that is me
I’m a force I’m a leader of positive energy
I go I know
I’m strong and worthy
[Ian Santillano and Shan Dae:]
I am bigger than sixfour
I am stronger worth so much more
I am better than before
Find a way to make my name I am
I am bigger than sixfour
(Ah)
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3. |
Reach
03:51
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Everytime I think my life is alright
And I think that things are sure
I’m reminded that inside of my mind
Are questions growing old
Things be making sense and in my control
And then suddenly they’re not
Don’t complain I have been telling myself
But, habits just don’t go
(Ooh)
Reach for inspiration
Cause that’s all life’s worth living for (Ooh)
Can’t seem to ignore
I’m gonna reach
I cleaned my room and I try not going back (not going back)
To the messy cluttered space (no no no no no)
It’s analogous of how full of shit
My mind can be these days (no)
Irritating is it when despite that
All my effort goes to waste (why couldn’t you try)
Two and a half years I loved you but that’s
Not reason nuff’ to stay
(Ooh)
Reach for inspiration
Cause that’s all life’s worth living for (Ooh)
Can’t seem to ignore
I’m gonna reach
(Ooh)
Reach for inspiration
Cause that’s all life’s worth living for (Ooh)
Can’t seem to ignore
I’m gonna reach
Nah nah nah nah
Nah nah nah nah nah
Nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah
Nah nah nah nah
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4. |
Take A Walk
05:19
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Take a walk
Take a walk on the other side
Take a walk
Take a walk on the other side I don't mind
It's a lot
It's a lot just keep that in mind
Culture shock
Culture shock just give me some time
I'm not sure why I sing this song
But it took a long time to get along
I can't see what I'm saying wrong
And I hope it's okay disagree on all our ways
This time next year I hope it's gone
I just wanna go outside and see the sun
This time next year I hope he's gone
Orange energy can't last I'm so tired and I can't take this anymore
Take a walk
Take a walk on the other side
Take a walk
Take a walk on the other side I don't mind
It's a lot
It's a lot just keep that in mind
Culture shock
Culture shock just give me some time
So what's the use in trying to understand
When I'd rather stay at home (let's just stay right here)
Twitter telling me I won't (get me in your ear)
Divided we can not sustain (ooh)
Everybody goes through pain (everybody)
We're all going insane yeah
Take a walk
Take a walk on the other side
Take a walk
Take a walk on the other side I don't mind
It's a lot
It's a lot just keep that in mind
Culture shock
Culture shock just give me some time
(Instrumental break)
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Take a walk
Take a walk on the other side (uh huh, uh huh)
Take a walk
Take a walk I'm sure you won't mind (yeah yeah yeah)
It's a lot
It's a lot just keep that in mind (keep that in mind)
Culture shock (yeah)
Culture shock just give me some
Just give me some
Time time time time
Take a walk
Take a walk
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5. |
Cold Feet
05:40
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I’ve got cold feet but I’ll still walk in
Like I’m big ballin'
Can’t nobody sense my fear
That’s how I’ve gotten here
Got cold feet but I’ll still walk in
Like I’m big ballin'
Can’t nobody sense my fear
That’s how I’ve gotten here
Funny how these nerves they trip me up
Was concerned I wouldn’t get no love
Tell me how to catch my own bluff
Cause now I’m stepping straight into it
Kicked the cup and focused on the trust (ah)
Never thought I’d realize as much (ah)
And life’s too short to give into every crutch
So now, I play all of my music
I’ve got cold feet but I’ll still walk in (yeah)
Like I’m big ballin' (like I’m big ballin')
Can’t nobody sense my fear
That’s how I’ve gotten here (yeah yeah)
Got cold feet but I’ll still walk in (still walk in)
Like I’m big ballin'
Can’t nobody sense my fear
That’s how I’ve gotten here
And ah listen up now y’all
Said we were bound to fall
But it doesn’t matter
Don’t listen to that chatter
Go chase what your after
That is all that really matters
Yeah
I’ve got cold feet but I’ll still walk in (still walk in)
Like I’m big ballin'
Can’t nobody sense my fear (no)
That’s how I’ve gotten here (yeah)
Got cold feet but I’ll still walk in
Like I’m big ballin'
Can’t nobody
Can’t nobody sense my fear
Woah, hey
(Instrumental break)
I’ve got cold feet but I’ll still walk in
Can’t nobody sense my fear
Cold feet but I’ll still walk in
Can’t nobody sense my fear
That’s how I’ve gotten here
I’ve got cold feet yeah
I’ve got cold feet yeah (yeah)
I’ve got cold feet yeah (oh)
I’ve got cold feet but I’ll still walk in
Like I’m big ballin'
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6. |
Movin' Nowhere
04:18
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Feels like everyday keeps coming the same
Scrolling past the same things now it's nearly the spring
Body was supposed to be half the size
Now I'm all out of time and I've lost all my drive
Movin' nowhere
Can't go nowhere
Feeling nothing
It's all the same
Friday’s don't give me that special feeling
Weekends just feel like week-days are becoming bleak (bleak falls barrow)
Thought that quitting my old job would be great
No more time put to waste, sadly that's not the case (oh no)
Tired all the time I wish I could sleep
For the next couple weeks thinking that would be neat
(wake me when September ends)
Tried to make a schedule and follow that
All I did was got fat and that feeling I have
Movin' nowhere (I'm movin' nowhere)
Can't go nowhere (can't go nowhere)
Feeling' nothing (feelin' nothing)
It's all the same
Trying to see (said I'm trynna see yeah)
What life can bring (bring yeah)
Trying to be (trynna be yeah uh)
A different me
(Instrumental break)
C'mon now
Movin' nowhere (movin' nowhere)
Can't go nowhere (can't go nowhere)
Feeling nothing (feelin' nothing)
It's all the same (It's all the same)
Movin' nowhere (movin' nowhere)
Can't go nowhere (can't go nowhere)
Feeling nothing (feelin' nothing)
It's all the same (it's all the same)
Movin' nowhere
Can't go nowhere
Feeling nothing
It's all the same
Movin' nowhere
Can't go nowhere
Feeling nothing
It's all the same
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7. |
Float
03:26
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You are now tuned into
Intropy
Intropy baby
I don’t know what
I’m gon’ do but
Imma float yuh
Typical ‘nuff
Imma float
Sitting in my room listening to my tunes (ooh)
Reflecting on you and oh what should I do (ooh)
Reminiscing on time one day we’ll be alright (right)
I just copped me a flight airbnb tonight (night)
I don’t know (mmm) what (mmm)
I’m gon’ do (mmm) but (mmm)
Imma float (mmm) yuh (mmm)
Typical (mmm) ‘nuff (mmm)
Imma float
It’s now in my head that you aren’t coming back
(Don’t look back in anger)
What did you expect (ah) how did you think I’d act
(A little crazy crazy)
Lost inside my soul and I’m ready to go (ah ah ah)
I don’t know what’s next help me figure it out
I don’t know what
I’m gon’ do but
Imma float yuh
Typical ‘nuff
Imma float
What
I’m gon’ do but
Imma float yuh
Typical ‘nuff
Imma float
What
I’m gon’ do but
Imma float yuh
Typical ‘nuff
(Imma float)
I don’t know what
I’m gon’ do but
Imma float yuh
Typical ‘nuff
(Imma float)
I don’t know what (what)
I’m goin do but (but)
Imma float yuh
Typical ‘nuff
Imma float
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8. |
Entropy
03:28
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Forgive me world for I have sinned
I have wronged and I descend
Into the hell of my making
The shadow work I have ahead
May be long but I’ll persist
Into the heaven that’s shaping
Friends show me how to resist
Falling from my best interest
Because life is for the taking
Sitting at home I reflect
And I type my own script
And I
I just wanna write my songs and
What goes wrong is
What was meant to be
I just wanna save my face
I’ll fall with grace
My life is entropy
Sing with me
Ah ah ah ah
Sing with me
Guess I’m second guessing how I feel
All the things I used to know were real
All that I know is that I am full of questions
Wondering why I
I haven’t learned from my lessons (yuh)
In and out back again
Feel like I’m living life on the edge
Get pushed off get back up
Am I not even doing enough
Miss the stage I would play
Took that for granted but it’s okay
It’s okay it’s okay
My heart will break again someday
For now I’ll take it
It’s a new day still unarranged
But all I’m saying
I just write wanna my songs and
What goes wrong is
What was meant to be
I just wanna save my face
I’ll fall with grace
My life is entropy
Sing with me
Ah ah ah ah
Sing with me
Ah ah ah ah
Sing with me yeah
Ah ah ah ah
Sing with me
Ah ah ah ah
Sing with me yeah
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9. |
Proud
04:20
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Mmm
Hmm
Mhmm
Sittin’ in my room
Think I’m goin’ crazy
Don’t know what to do
Might as well be lazy
Questioning my mind
And what I did to make me
Waste all of this time
Oh my God please save me
I wrote you a song
Only a couple minutes long (yeah)
Before you left you said you were proud
(I know that I know that you’re proud)
You said that I have got that sound
(I have got I have got the sound)
Didn’t even have to say it out loud
(Say it out say it out loud)
Now I see your face in every crowd
(In every crowd in every crowd)
Before you left you said you were proud
(I know that I know that you’re proud)
You said that I have got that sound
(I have got I have got the sound)
Didn’t even have to say it out loud
(Say it out say it out loud)
Now I see your face in every crowd
(In every crowd in every crowd)
Sometimes life is upside inside out
(upside down)
You have been the one to hold me down
(hold me down)
Sometimes life is upside inside out
(upside down)
You have been the one to hold me down
(hold me down)
Sometimes life is upside inside out
(upside down)
You have been the one to hold me down
(hold me down)
Sometimes life is upside inside out
(upside down)
You have been the one to hold me down
(hold me down)
(Instrumental break)
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10. |
Iced Hazelnut
02:34
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All I wanna do is kick it with you
Netflix in the back, I'm touching your back
All I wanna do is bake cookies for you
Buy you what you want, iced hazelnut
And I know that we'll end up all better
But I'm hoping we'll end up together
If you only just knew how damn special you are
All I wanna see (Oo) is what's on your screen (Ah)
What are you up to (What are you up to) are you feeling blue
(Are you feeling blue)
Did you cry last night (Ah) I certainly did (Yes I did)
I'm just missing you (I miss you) I really miss you
I just wish I could FaceTime you right now
Even if it were just for the short while
I'm not ready to marry but really are you
If I could do one (Do one thing) thing above all else (Above all else)
I would stop this train (Stop this train) stop all of this pain (Oh)
Dad would be alive (Ah) I would say and I cry (Oo)
Hi I love you lots
Girl I'm down to wait on you
Girl I'm tryna wait on you
Girl I'm down to wait for you
Girl I am
Girl I am true
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11. |
Now Until Forever
05:08
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Said what’s the point in even doing this
You know you and me ain't got what we need
All I think about is you in this
State we were in every night excited
But that’s gone now changed into those songs now
Flipped and I’m the sad one
It was true then we’d be in opposite
Feeling good feel like shit now
I love it when you say I love you first
And I’d love it if you tried to make it work
Cause I’m all like bending over backwards
Just to hear the truth hurts
Cause I love you now until forever
All I’m feeling now is miserable
A limbo of thoughts wondering where it went wrong
Can’t escape the unavoidable
Inevitably is the end of our lease
I’m pre-heartbroken I’m crying in my bed
Over some words you just had said
You want stable settle down and able
To make you a table I can not provide
I love it when you say I love you first
And I’d love it if you tried to make it work
Cause I’m all like bending over backwards
Just to hear the truth hurts
I love you now until forever
Woah woah woah woah (yeah yeah)
Can’t stop thinking of
Can’t stop thinking of (no no)
Can’t stop
Woah woah woah woah woah
Can’t stop
Can’t stop
Can’t stop thinking of (oh)
And I love it when you say I love you first
I’d love it if you tried to make it work
Cause I’m all like bending over backwards
I can’t lie the truth hurts
I love you now until forever
If you don’t love me anymore (anymore)
What are we even doing this for (now until forever)
If you don’t love me anymore (yeah yeah yeah)
What are we even doing this for (now until forever)
If you don’t love me anymore (yeah)
What are we even doing this for (yeah uh)
If you don’t love me anymore (yeah)
What are we even doing this for
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12. |
Don't Get Me Wrong
07:00
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I’m much better than I was before
Took off the blinders and my love is really
Pouring out of my hands
Not anyone in particular
Just more for me and myself and I
Starting to find a way out of this
Black hole I’ve been digging myself into
Ever since I had met you (oh)
It isn’t your fault I play the victim
Lost in love and all your vixen
I’m sorry not so sorry it's okay
Don’t get me wrong
Don’t get me wrong
It’s just that sometimes
Sometimes I miss who I used to be
The pain tattooed on my healing heart
My mind consumed in self massacre
I’m tired, but I fight (ooh)
From time to time it gets difficult (ah)
Wishing my love was still ignorant but
I’ll see with both eyes
We slow danced under burning roofs
Until the sickness overgrew
No time to stop and wait another day
(My well running dry)
I’m thankful now for what I am
I’m not tied down to Instagram
But loneliness still tugs on me all night
Don’t get me wrong
Don’t get me wrong
It’s just that sometimes
Sometimes I miss who I used to be
Don’t get me wrong
Don’t get me wrong
It’s just that sometimes
Sometimes I miss who I used to be
Nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah
Nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah
Nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah
Nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah
Take me back I don’t want a heart attack
Take me back
Woah
Don’t get me wrong (yeah)
Don’t get me wrong (Don’t get me wrong)
It’s just that sometimes (sometimes)
Sometimes I miss who I used to be
(Sometimes I miss who I used to be)
Don’t get me wrong
Don’t get me wrong (Don’t get me wrong)
It’s just that sometimes (sometimes)
Sometimes I miss who I used to be
(sometimes I miss who I used to be)
Don’t get me wrong
Don’t get me wrong (don’t get me wrong)
Sometimes (don’t get me wrong)
Sometimes I miss who I used to be
Don’t get me wrong
Don’t get me wrong
It’s just that sometimes (sometimes)
Sometimes I miss who I used to be
Don’t get me wrong
It’s just that sometimes
Sometimes I miss being 23
And all the things that you meant to me
And all of those make believes
And all that I couldn’t see
Hidden in front of me (yeah)
(Instrumental break)
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Ian Santillano Hayward, California
Ian Santillano (pronounced “San-Till-Yeah-Know") is a Fil-Am singer, songwriter, multi-instrumentalist, and producer known for his commanding guitar solos and soulful vocals that unveil his deepest emotions, creating a musical refuge where listeners can revel or seek solace. Through his music, Ian liberates his thoughts and feelings, fostering a sense of shared humanity among his audience. ... more
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